Life...

Haiz..
Its been raining cats and dogs...
So cold, so fierce..

I just realized,
that im a fucked up person...
Im just a nobody in this world.
If i died,
the people around me,
would just mourn and be 'sad' for a few days.
Then their lives continue,
and they live like nothing happened.
Im not even appreciated now..
Fuck me.

I pray every night,
pray to God to take me away.
To not let me wake up the next day.
But im still here.

Im not even talking to her..
The last I messaged her was lke 3 days ago..
What is this?
WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?!

I Hate Me.

Okay.. Actually we didnt go to the Jail thingy yesterday..
We went to Victoria market and Harbour Front, to shop.
Hahahahaha.. I bought Monkey clothes ^^
I also bought Dresses and High heels for Chinese New Year.
All Purple in colour. Hahahahahaha.. 
Wanted the clothes to be Grey but it was too dull :O

Walao, the food here is GOOD, but expensive..
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaa...
Im leaving, later this afternnon..
Going for Lunch now.
I've not even ready for Camp tomorrow...
Hahahahahahahaha.. LOL..

Time passes so fast.

What happened on Wednessday:
My Dad rented a car.
And he drove to some far away place.
We went to some kind of farm..
Saw Cows, Horses, Birds,
Aiya many many animals lah ;)
After that, we went to a Blueberry farm.
But it wasnt in season,
so there wasnt much to do there.
Except to eat and taste blueberry.
I bought a small bottle of sweets,
For my friends :) Hope they can share. LOL

What happened yesterday:
We took a train down to another country place.
Went to Sovereign Hill.
It was freaking cool.. Hahahahaahhahhaa..
Did lots of cool stuff.
Made something for Annabel for (11.11.09)
Shhhhhhhhh ;) Its a secret! lol
When we went back to the city,
My sister and I decided to go back first.
So we walked back.
Didnt really know where the hotel was.
So we walked. Hahahahaha.
We bought Subway :D
And Cup noodles from 7-eleven.
Hahahahahahahahahaha.
Great dinner :) Hahahahaha

Im going back tomorrow :)
Hahahahahahahahahahaaaa..
I think we are going to a famous Jail,
today.
Okay.. Bye bye :)

...................

What the fuck?!
Walao.. I hate my FAMILY!!
Idiot bitches..
Arghhh... Go scold me in public.
I dont want to talk about it.. Hmmph.
My mummy said loads of crap to me..
And i will always remember this:
"You always spoil our mood when you are around"
Thats just great..
Its freezzziinnngg here!!
Hahaha, wore long skirt todayy.
I dont know what to buy for my friends sia..
Bubble Gumm can?? Lol. hahahaa..
Haiz.. I miss you guys so much :'(

The Flight was 10 hours long, i think ;)
I didnt slept at all. Tired Zzz.
Watched movies..
Walao, the stewardess keep touching my hand.
hahahahahahahahahahahaha..
Miss Annabel, and friends :'(
We went to the supermarket,
bought food :) LOL
Time is really different, 3 hours.
So now, at melborne is 8:35.
While Singapore is 6:35..
Okayy. gtg. love you guys.

Fuck.

Fuck man..
I asked Annabel for Break..
I wasnt thinking..
My mind is really confused..
I dont want to break..
I Love You, Annabel.
Im sorry :
I made you sad.
I made you angry.
I tore your heart.
Im really sorry....
Sorrry sorrry ssooorrryy!!!!
I love you, i love you, i love you!

Im leaving tonight. Good bye :)

I went to church today.
After that went out with my family,
except my sister. She have lessons.
We went to some place near orchard
to pick up my mum's cousins (I think)
Had lunch at some korean restaraunt..
Hahahaha. Im leaving tomorrow night.

So sad  ;'(