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Just reached home. So tired. Pink dot was just okay. Kumar was so cute... Hahaha though there were 15000 people there, I didn't like anyone. I just kept thinking about her. Sigh. Okay goodnight

Stickman exercising on my hand. Haha.

You and me?

I like her, a lot. Was devastated at first when I thought she left without me. But somehow something made me stay behind, and then she appeared. 10 minutes was all I had with her, but that was enough. I know I'm going down a wrong path, I know she doesn't feel the way I feel about her. But what can I do when my heart aches for her everytime I don't see her? I can't help it. So love me please,

Sigh

You have no idea.

You may think I'm being difficult and maybe unreasonable but just wait. One day you'll know why.

Sick

It's 3:50ish in the morning. Surprisingly both my brother and sister are still awake. I'm really tired, I can actually feel my body getting heavier every minute. I'm having a fever, my body's so hot I'm perspiring, my nose is having mood swing, one minute it's blocked, the other minute it leaks non stop. My dustbin is filled with tissue. My eyes are itchy and watery.. I'm feeling horrible and I don't know what to do. I want a nice cup of hot chocolate, but my legs are so heavy I don't think I'll be able to make it downstairs. Oh great there's water coming out from everywhere... and I just stained my bed. I think there is something wrong with me. I can feel a headache coming, I'm so sleepy. Decided to sleep downstairs since my bed's dirty ( tried my best to clean but the best way is to change my bedsheet I'll do that tmr ) and I don't really want to disturb my sister with my random sneezing. I feel like shit. Help me please

What's the point?

Told myself not to trust anyone. So how the fuck did I end up telling you everything?
I'm tired. I'm done.. Living my life as if I'm dead.

I can't

I can't do this.
I can't hold on any longer.
I can't keep bottling everything.
I can't keep pretending.
I can't keep dragging this.
I can't be happy.
I can't say anything correctly.
I can't do anything right.

But I can end all this.

Don't have a say in anything

Have you ever felt like it was the end of your world and all you could do was watch it crumble down? How is it that every single thing in my life isn't working out? If I actually was a bad person, maybe I'd blame it on karma. But I'm not, I don't steal, I don't kill.. I mean I try to be good, but nothing ever seems to be good enough.

Just a rough sketch for my sis

The ballerina

The frightened ballerina, standing on her toes stood behind the curtain in a dainty pose. Having practiced faithfully hour after hour, inside her heart was pounding. Outside her muscled power overcame her fear. The overture now playing, each note was in her ear. And as the curtain opened it took away her fear. The stage, the lights became her love.Each pirouette and leap took her way above into a different sphere. The audience, mesmerized, intent on every motion, appreciation on their faces showed deep emotion. And as the music ended she took her final bow.No longer was she frightened, in fact emboldened now. She knew why she was here. To dance, to dance at every given chance. To hear the applause and hear them call her name. And so the ballerina standing on her toes so graceful and dainty is awed as she does hear. 'Bravo, bravo,bravo, my dear.'

Edwina Reize

I hate this

Lotte world

Spent the whole day at lotte world. Best day in Korea.

One word, why?

and then suddenly, for no apparent reason, everything started to fall apart.

Hurt

How is it I don't feel like I'm a part of this family? If I don't belong here, then where do I belong? Who am I? Do you know how pain it is when you're not welcomed anywhere? Not even to people you call family. If only I could run, run and never return.

You promised.

Have you forgotten what you said to me?