Another one of my poems.

As I'm standing in the rain
Drenched from head to toe,
I lick the water on my lips.
Isn't rainwater supposed to taste like fresh water?
So why oh why do i taste saltiness,
That lingers on the tip of my tongue?
Then i realise that the drops are actually tear drops from my eyes.
I can no longer take the weight on my shoulders,
I'm not able to go on this journey.
I have never felt this lonely before,
I have never been so cold.
But as i feel the rain pouring over me,
I start to feel numb.
I close my eyes and say my last few words.
I thank god for giving me this life,
Because nobody else deserves to go through what I have gone though.