I want to praise myself for acting so well today. Even Ms tan thought that I was in a good mood. I decided to just put on my poker face to everyone. I really can't trust anyone already, and it sucks. Not a single one out there knows I'm hurting so badly.. Nevermind, I'll just feel better after a few puffs or maybe I'll eat like a lot.
I'm really in love with n... I think she's the one, and i'm serious. God, just give her to me and I'll leave you alone. I won't even care if my days get 10 times worse than what I'm already going through. I just need her.