Feeling weak and tired. I don't know what's wrong. My body's so warm, and usually it'll just last for awhile but ever since I got home I've been burning up.. My chest's hurting again. I'm tired and my sleeping problem has worsen.. I'm starving but I ate so little for dinner. I don't know what to do..
I had an okay day today in school. Got back my lit, chinese and chem papers. Though I wasn't expecting anything at all, I was pretty disappointed with my lit marks. There isn't much to study and lit has always been an okay subject for me.. I passed but, I just felt a little upset. Everyone did so much better than me, even those who always fail surprisingly scored higher. Omg you'll never guess what happened during Chinese... I FREAKING PASSED, AS IN SERIOUSLY PASSED. Everyone was happy for me, even Lao shi. She praised me, and I really really was happy when she did. I really am happy for my Chinese. For chem I failed but I got 22/50. And I didn't even study, like I was expecting a 9 or 10... So I'm pretty satisfied with my results so far, hope tomorrow will be the same. Going out to get drinks for me and my sister, most probably gonna get coffee/mocha for myself as a treat. Tomorrow morning, it's just going to be me, my coffee and a stick. Best combination ever. I guess everything's different now. I can sense my different attitude, at least I'll be safe. I miss N so much, and it hurts more than the cuts and bruises on my body. She crushed me that day, and I don't know if I can even think about it again. Forget it, new me, new attitude yeah? Peace out
I had an okay day today in school. Got back my lit, chinese and chem papers. Though I wasn't expecting anything at all, I was pretty disappointed with my lit marks. There isn't much to study and lit has always been an okay subject for me.. I passed but, I just felt a little upset. Everyone did so much better than me, even those who always fail surprisingly scored higher. Omg you'll never guess what happened during Chinese... I FREAKING PASSED, AS IN SERIOUSLY PASSED. Everyone was happy for me, even Lao shi. She praised me, and I really really was happy when she did. I really am happy for my Chinese. For chem I failed but I got 22/50. And I didn't even study, like I was expecting a 9 or 10... So I'm pretty satisfied with my results so far, hope tomorrow will be the same. Going out to get drinks for me and my sister, most probably gonna get coffee/mocha for myself as a treat. Tomorrow morning, it's just going to be me, my coffee and a stick. Best combination ever. I guess everything's different now. I can sense my different attitude, at least I'll be safe. I miss N so much, and it hurts more than the cuts and bruises on my body. She crushed me that day, and I don't know if I can even think about it again. Forget it, new me, new attitude yeah? Peace out
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