So today has been pretty much crazy. I don't really want to thank god it's friday, cause my weekend plans are usually the same as weekdays. There's not a single night in the whole week that i can actually sleep in. And i'm so tired right now, it's not even funny anymore...
So this morning i woke up at 6 to wake my brother up for school. But when i went out of my room, i saw my brother coming out of his room too so i actually woke up for nothing. At 640 my brother woke me up and asked me if i could send him up the bus, i agreed and when i went out of my room my Mum came out of her room and asked me what i was doing. I mean like isn't it obvious enough? Haha. I told her and she just asked me to go back to sleep, another 'waking up' for nothing. So it's pretty much obvious that when i had to wake up at 730, i was exhausted! HBL was fun though. Seriously, we should have hbl like once a month!
During my break, i went out to get lunch for my Mum, Sis and myself. And i totally forgot that today's friday
again, so i basically bought like fried chicken, sausages, otah and other meat... Tsk. Lucky my Mum didn't scold me. After hbl was over, my Sis asked me if i wanted to go out or not. How to say no right? ..........
When i was about to bathe to get ready to go out, which was at about 420, my Mum came into the room and asked both my Sis and i to skype Lao ee. In the end we were late cause we talked too long, lol. Lucky there was another time slot for hunger games at 550 so we cabbed there. And good, cause we made it in time.The movie was really good, and i wouldn't mind watching it again.
Here comes the sad part. After the movie, my Sister wasn't feeling really good but she still wanted to go to expo, so we cabbed there. Her feet were hurting cause she was wearing realling tall heels and so she got upset when we couldn't find Jean D. In the end we found her and while we were waiting for an opportunity to talk to Jean D, my Sis twisted her ankle and fell. I didn't really saw what happened, not until i heard stuff. I helped her up and she was so embarressed because the place was really crowded. The guys from first 11 were there with Jean D, and people were taking pictures of and with them. A group of malay ladies suddenly appeared and they caught my attention because they were so loud and noisy, and guess who i saw... One of thee ladies was Ms N... She was laughing really loud when suddenly she saw me too, her face expression immediatlely changed (priceless).. I looked away, and she actually approached me and started talking to me.. Okay lets just forget about that, back to the sad story. My Sis felt like Jean D was avoiding her, and i actually sensed it too but i didn't want to upset her so i told her that she was just being paranoid. Stuff happened and when my Sis was waiting for Jean D cause she asked her to wait for her, my Sis suddenly just wanted to go. We went out of the hall and she told me that she needed to sit down, so we sat outside the hall. And she just started crying... She was crying halfway when all of them came out, all the guys, then followed by Ms N and her friends and then Jean D. They all left and when i turned to look at Ms N, she turned too and she smiled at me for about 5 seconds. My sister didn't really talk much after she cried. And i didn't know what to do. She bought me a hot dog bun and i ate it while we waited for a cab. When we reached outside my house, my sister tripped and fell at the road, and when i wanted to help her up, she started crying again. And that part I was literally screaming in my head to God, asking why does he have to be like that. I'm already experiencing the sucking of life, why does he have to make the people around me suffer too.. When we finally reached home, and when she sat down, i realised that her knee was bleeding. I hate how my sister is suffering and i can't do anything about it.
My tweet goes out to her ' I can beat up anyonewo bullies my sister, i can protect her from anything. But tell me, how do i stop her from getting her heart broken? '
No matter how much we may fight, I still love my Sister and i never want to see her so upset. So Jean D, you have lost my respect.
